I need some inspiration here ...

... because I can't stop the tears from falling. It is 8 a.m. on the day that we are to leave Russia. In two hours we go to the baby home to say goodbye to our daughter. The bond that we have formed over three short days is absolutely indescribable ... words cannot describe it. I have kept it together this week by not thinking about the goodbye, and now I'm staring it in the face. Some words of inspiration would be most appreciated. I don't want to go to the baby home a blubbering mess ... but what else am I to do? This has got to be one of the worst feelings in the world.